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My main project for 2010 is a graphic novel by the name of Pastel Sun. This has been a long time in the making, and I’m glad I finally grew the balls to start working on it. I’m going to give you a very brief introduction to the story here, as well as some considerably longer notes on its inspiration.

I have always been fascinated by the deaf. Sign language, too. On the one hand, I love music so much that it scares me a little to even think about what it would be like to be deaf. But at the same time I have such an enormous respect for people who live without it because I’m sure they’ve heard that exact sentiment a thousand times – how do you live without music? I’ve only met one deaf person in my life so far, and I tried my best to hold back on my questions. Something about the fact that I literally could never understand the way they see the world intrigues me to no end.

At some point I wondered if there had ever been any (well known) stories about a deaf main character. I couldn’t think of any, but that might’ve just been a lack of luck. (If you do know of any, please email me! Books, movies, short stories, comics, anything!)

So, being a wannabe writer, I figured I’d write one. Not long after the story started brewing I realized it would carry so much more depth as a more visual medium than writing, and I stubbed my toe over that dusty old comic book idea. I had never really been a fan of comic books (I have issues with most superheroes…) but the idea behind the medium was one I had every respect for. This was about six or seven months ago.

I spent some time trying to doodle out an acceptable comic book style of art, and eventually gave up. Lineart goes against everything I find fun about painting. Eventually I was clocked on the head by some unseen force of reason and it dawned on me that I didn’t have to come up with a whole new style of art for this to work. I could do it in my own painting style. It’ll just be, y’know, difficult.

And so the complete vision of Pastel Sun promptly popped into my head; a story about a deaf priestess in a fantasy culture that worships beauty and believes demons literally travel and breed by word of mouth.

I’m still outlining, so that’s all I’ll say for now. If all goes well, finishing this story will be the proudest moment of my life.

Cheers.

“Suntamer”

http://amorebravekitten.deviantart.com/art/Suntamer-148106440

No, not that many. Feels like it, though.

Next year is going to be very, very busy. I’m always very busy, but this is a step up. Here’s what’s on the roster:

- Summeryear graphic novel (EDIT: Won’t have time, sticking to just one graphic novel at once)
- Starting The Art Academy on deviantART (http://theartacademy.deviantart.com/) with two of my best friends (Kieke-boe and TakaiWolf). If all goes well (we’re doing votes for the teaching positions to be fair) I’ll be posting weekly classes in at least one of our courses along with some administrative stuff as co-founder.
- Music project with another friend. Not much to say about it yet, in its early stages. We’re planning an album, only a vague idea of the sound and no idea if we’d continue it beyond the one project. We’ll see.
- Banshee (possibly, depending on if I decide the graphic novel is a much better medium for me. If so, I’ll put Banshee aside to redo as a comic like I’m doing now with Summeryear) (EDIT: replace ‘Summeryear’ with ‘Pastel Sun’ and it’s still only half true. Not possible this year, but someday.)
- Ashen (Another graphic novel idea. This one won’t be considered as a novel, the themes are too visual) (EDIT: Changed the name to Pastel Sun, this is the main project for the year…and the year after)
- Hoping to update here more frequently as well with short stories and thoughty gobbets.

I have less free time this year than I did during 2009 now with the new day job. Stepping away from the starving artist cliche, but that means slightly less time to work on what I’m passionate about. I plan on getting better at time management.

Speaking of time management, I’ll just note that the graphic novels mentioned will probably stretch into 2011 and I wouldn’t be all that surprised at finishing sometime in 2012. With my digital painting style instead of traditional comic art these are going to be enormously time consuming projects.

I think that’s it for the major schemes.

Cheers for now, and happy holidays.

I’m young.  I’m still learning about myself and my creative impulses.  So, I’m going to try something.

I’ve always loved the idea of comics and graphic novels, although I never read any at all until recently.  It’s a brilliant mesh between written storytelling and visual art.  I want to be a writer and I want to be an artist.  I figure I’ll try doing both at once and see how it goes.

I expect this to be an enormous project — much bigger than the novel, maybe.  But hell, I can’t learn without trying, so here goes.  First order of business is writing out the script.  I’ll update again once I’ve finished that.

The plan is doing the whole graphic novel in my own digital painted style. Nothing cartoony if I can help it. A daunting project, but if I can pull it off I might find a life calling.

Cheers. (EDIT: Doing this with a new story called Pastel Sun instead)

I’ve spent the last few nights trying to fall asleep and the last few days trying to stay awake. This isn’t anything new for me, insomnia is something I’ve dealt with most of my life. Every three or four months there’s a week where I just can’t seem to sleep. It’s never bothered me as much as it has this particular week.

If you have ever experienced insomnia — not for a single night or even two, but real, seemingly unending insomnia — then you’ll know what my life has been for this past week. Focus is out the window, creativity is dead in the water. My only thoughts are Oh God, please let me sleep tonight. Naps are a ticket straight to an even longer problem, I’m stuck in a half-wakefulness until it resolves itself.

Insomnia is a waiting game for me, it’s putting my life on hold and I can’t do a damn thing about it. Believe me, I’ve tried.

I honestly can’t say if I can finish NaNoWriMo at this point. I would be doing the last half in the final week, and it’s not out of line to say that’s simply too much.

It’s possible, sure. There’s a faint glimmer of hope for the possibility of my winning this but I would have to put other projects aside. Plus of course, that’s all assuming that I’ll be able to sleep tonight or the next night.

Alongside NaNo I’ve been working on a contest entry for deviantART. The theme is “Dreams”, and I’ve only got a few hours in on the painting so far. It’s due December eighth.

I don’t have time to do both. If I finish NaNoWriMo and reach 50K in time I’ll probably be too creatively exhausted to paint all hours of the day the week before the contest closes like I would need to to finish this in time.

I’m going to be running a week long sprint either way — that’s assuming I can run at all.

Well, I’m halfway there. It was a struggle to catch up and it took almost all of my day, but I made it. Half the war is fought, and I’m still winning.

This is around the point in the story where I am fuzziest about what happens next. It’s dawning on me slowly with every word I put down, but I couldn’t sit down and tell myself what I’ll be writing next. I don’t really know. I’ll find out the next time I sit down to write.

For now I’m just going to rest my brain and fingers and eat some ice cream.

Until tomorrow(ish), cheers.

Chapter Ten is done out of a planned fifty or so. That’s a chapter behind where I’d like to be for today, but everything’s pretty crazy in my house at the moment. I think I’ll let it go for tonight, write a little bit on and off during the evening but without stressing about actually finishing the chapter. I still wrote a lot today.

This is why I wrote ahead of the NaNoWriMo expectations. Only need to be at 18333 for today. I’m still comfortably ahead.

Banshee’s plot has taken a twist that surprised me a fair bit, but I suppose that’s just what good fiction does. I’m quite happy with what my characters are brewing up behind my back. It’s all coming out nicely.

I think what I’ll need to work on most of all in the first edit is making the protagonist’s voice more concrete and decided. Her tone changes a fair bit thus far, sometimes she sounds like the original 14 year old protag I had planned, sometimes she sounds an awful lot like me, sometimes like an older intellectual.

I’ll hope that goes well, too.

Until tomorrow, cheers.

Not a great couple of days for writing, considering I did little-to-none of it yesterday, and just a tiny bit today. But I’m still ahead for the day, so I suppose it’s alright. Still always making progress, still thinking about the story.

Been painting more than writing today, which is nice. Might be a good plan to stop starting new pieces, though. Need to finish one or two first, eh? Oh well.

Until tomorrow, cheers.

Nope, didn’t write yesterday. Whoops. I think today mostly makes up for it, though.

I actually didn’t want to stop at that point today. I was getting so excited for the story, at a really interesting point in the plot, but my hands started to cramp up real bad from all the typing. There’s one reason to keep this short.

The other is that…well, ain’t a whole lot to say. It’s going really, really well. I love the story, I love (mostly) what I’ve written so far, and I love the ideas that keep popping into my head. Everything’s going wonderful, but that’s boring to read about.

So, that’s it for now.

Until tomorrow, cheers.

Eep, yes, sorry. Late to post. It’s actually the seventh. Wasn’t late on writing, just late on getting to writing up the day’s post ’cause I thought I’d get just a little bit more done in the evening. Didn’t have time.

Not actually a whole lot to say about today… Writing went well, a little uneventful. Nothing was spectacularly easy to get down or horribly difficult. Just a good day.

Tomorrow on the other hand I’m not particularly looking forward to. It’s my third shift at a new job and I’ve been stuck with far more responsibilities than I feel qualified for. I think I may be an emotional wreck by the end of the night.

Oh well, only time will tell.

Until tomorrow, cheers.